I lost my child today. That is a devastating statement. And, the worst part, is that it was my fault. Well at least sort of. Allow me to explain. It's a long, complicated story. Four children is a challenge. I'm not saying it's not worth it because the benefits far outweigh the challenges. Nonetheless, there are moments when I certainly question my competency to raise these four precious kids into fully functioning members of society. As most of you know, my two older c